Today is 420 and I shall celebrate later. I’m too tired to do anything right now. I am so fatigued. i need to get my laundry done, but, ugh… sooooooo tired. And I went to bed at 830 last night.

I know if I say anything to Janet, she is going to think it is the increase of night time meds. And, maybe it is. Which is why I am kind of waiting it out. But with the hair falling out I’m kind of thinking thyroid. But if I go to the doctor, she is going to tell me it is from meds. Which, maybe it is. All I know is, I want it to stop without fucking with my meds. But maybe that is not possible.

Lasagna for dinner, which means I will not be eating. It sucks that everything I eat causes me heartburn. I guess that is what happens when you get old.

I’m waiting for my Amazon order and my Macy’s order. Both are supposed to be delivered today. I can’t wait for my diamond paintings to get here. I got really colorful landscapes this time. After I bought those, I found a really nice tree of life. I put that on my shopping list for when it is time to get a new one. This pack I got has 4? so, that will keep me busy for about a month to month and a half.

My hair is finally long enough to put up in barrettes. So my hair is up and I even put on some mascara.

I’m trying to drink some coffee to hopefully get some get up and go, but all it is doing is making me sick.

Not a manic Monday

I took a little nap this morning from 9-10. I cleaned the kitchen, cleaned the living room, and I’m skipping laundry because there is hardly any.

I’m so tired. I woke up at 1 as per the usual. I had to pee. I didn’t go and I went back to sleep. I’m thinking about having another nap.


I really need to get into the doctor and get my thyroid checked. I’ve been so tired lately and my hair has been falling out. I’ve been getting enough sleep. I go to bed at 9 every night and have been getting up around 6 because I’m just too tired to wake up. Then I am tired all day. I napped today for 2 hours. I wanted to stay asleep 😴 but knew if I did, I wouldn’t want to go to bed tonight.

That is the thing with having so many things wrong with you and being on so many meds. You just have no clue as to what things could be when you are not doing well.

I’ve made more coffee. Not that it will do anything. I’m on amphetamines and I’m drop dead tired.

The weekend is here

Yesterday was shit. I literally slept all day. And I still went to bed at 9 because I was still tired. Hopefully this was a lesson to my husband to be home at a decent hour and actually leave when he tells me he is because otherwise I have an anxiety attack and stay up until he gets home even if I have to wake up at the ass crack of dawn the next day.

We are supposed to go car shopping today after we drop our daughter off at her friends house. Hubby is getting ready to go get me some breakfast because I’m nauseous as per the usual. And all I got for breakfast was pop tarts at the store yesterday.

I got my order from knotty knickers this morning and they had a really cute selection this month. I have gummies coming today as well.

I thought I had my diamond painting done but hubby found some blank spots, so I have to fill those in. And then order a frame and a new painting.

That’s about it.


I need to clean my body. I’m tired of feeling this nauseous and light headed feeling. I am almost beginning to think it is my body reacting to all of the meds in my system. My liver is just screaming noooooooooo more!

I read an article on detoxing and it recommended lots of water, foods heavy in prebiotics, and exercise. How can I e excise when I am light headed?

What is going on with my morning?

I give up guys… I went to go pick up my meds, and my son’s tire is flat. He offered to pump it up, but no…. I’m not going to have it go flat on me while I am driving it. So I asked my husband to come home for lunch.

I can’t figure out how to save stuff to my SD card on my new phone. Downloaded the manual and it was useless pretty much.

I’m nauseous and light headed. I had a shake for breakfast. I bought these almond butter bars, I tried one this morning and omg were they gross. I have to find something to eat.

I ordered my groceries and the website kept giving me errors. Finally got through it and I forgot to add instructions. Went to modify, and it only shows things they think you should buy. No area for notes like it used to have.

I’m not having a good morning. I want a redo.


I’m so tired of not being able to read comments on Facebook with this iPad. I don’t understand the issue but it is frustrating!

Talked to my mom this morning and she is sending me her laptop since she doesn’t use it anymore. I’m not sure how old it is or what brand. But I’m sure it is better than what I have now.

I’ve got stuff to do today so I’ll have to post more later.

What day is it?

I’m losing track of days. I just remembered it is Wednesday.

Didn’t do too much today. Finished my diamond painting for the most part. All that is left is to fill in the spots that I missed.

My psych office called twice today. Once for payment and again to tell me that the Ingrezza samples are in. I’m going to have to ask my son if he can take me. I’m pretty sure it is too far for me to walk. Woohoo! Another pill!

Did I tell you we got our new phones yesterday? Yeah. So these phones hold a charge for two days! And they came with a super fast charger.

Hubby is making Katsu tonight. Yummy 😋 it will be another late night as it is almost 630 and he is just now making dinner because he got home late.

I caught upon my dvr stuff. B positive and Mom. I forgot to record bob loves abashola. No worries. That’s about it.

Tuesday tea

Ugh. I had my new dose of clonodine last night. I was so groggy this morning. My youngest son is having side effects from the moderna vaccine. So is my oldest.

I’m going to try to work on my painting. I finished one color this morning but then had to lie down because I was so sleepy. Didn’t nap of course. But I’m feeling a little bit better.

Waiting on our Amazon order to get here. It has our new phones.it’s out for delivery and supposed to be here by 430.

Nothing else going on.

Oh something funny. BFF posted how she was so exhausted from working a 16 hour shift. I commented “ when are you ever home?” That should piss her off.