I am running on 1 hour sleep. Yes, you read that correctly, 1 hour. Last night I thought “Oh great, now that depression has gone, mania is gonna get on the bandwagon!” But apparently (and hopefully) it is allergies. I felt like I was going to sneeze all night and was blowing my nose all night. I managed to get to sleep around 5 this morning and had to get up at 6 because I had to take my husband to work, because I needed the car today. Sara had a Dr appointment for her ear. And while I was getting her ready for the doctor, I saw fucking lice in her hair. I have a horrible headache, my nose is dripping, I paid for a Dr appointment, prescription, and more lice shampoo (I got the GOOD stuff this time, no store brand!). I don’t know when my husband is going to text me to pick him up, I have nothing out for dinner, and don’t even know when I would be able to cook it So I transferred some money over, as painful as it was to do since I’m trying to save for a car, and I am just going to order pizza tonight. I have to wash my daughters hair and go through it with a fine tooth comb. Wash MY hair for good measure. Wash all of my daughter’s clothes, bedding, and stuffed animals. Boil our brushes. Did I mention I’m running on ONE HOUR OF SLEEP?!?!?!?!?
Surprisingly I’m not tired. And I’ve even had allergy medication. I just have this huge fucking headache. I don’t know if I am running on fumes, or if indeed I am on an upswing. Only time will tell.