Anxious

They are coming to install a new water heater today, and I am filed with anxiety. I can just see my house blowing up. I took a pill to calm down, and I keep telling myself that everything is going to be ok, but it is a persistent beast and wont let up.

Did I mention that our water heater went out last Thursday? I can’t remember. If I did mention it, sorry for mentioning it again. It will probably be a few weeks before we get a new dryer. The water heater and installation is costing close to $900. Being a homeowner sucks sometimes.

Other than that, I have been doing well. No depression, minimum anxiety, no mania, and I even have motivation.

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3 thoughts on “Anxious”

  1. I always find is surprising the variety of different ways anxiety manifests for people. I am sure all will go well with your water heater!

    1. So far, so good. We haven’t blown up yet. LOL It is so silly, because I know it is an unreasonable thought, but it just hangs on for dear life. It can be enough to drive you nuts! Oh wait, I’m already there! LMAO

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